Thankfully, our home study was scheduled last week and it went wonderfully well! The case worker asked questions, briefly looked over our house, and observed our interactions with one another. Before leaving she said, "I think you guys will make wonderful adoptive parents!" And with her statement, a ton of bricks lifted off my shoulders.
The home study application will be turned in to CPS by May 20. Then we wait for a home study panel in our county to approve our application and give us our license. So, we could have a baby in our home as early as June, and we are absolutely thrilled!
But with our anticipation we have heavy hearts: a family has to break apart, or temporarily be apart, for us to receive a child. We don't quite understand all the implications of this brokenness, but we are praying God will use us to share His love and saving grace with the families we meet. And, I think if for some reason I couldn't take care of my children, I would at least be a little comforted that someone else was helping me. We certainly don't expect positive reactions from birth parents, but we hope to affect others' lives for the better and help equip them to lead healthier lives.
Please pray for God's continued preparation of our hearts and minds. We look to Him for guidance, and know He'll provide the strength and perseverance to see this calling to the end!
